I Am So Sad

I'm really, really sad I found out today my little grandson Jackson may have to have more surgery on his skull again next year. It hurts to know he may go thru that again, he's been thru so much already in his short life. He's such a beautiful boy not handsome BEAUTIFUL. When I go over to my daughter's he come to give me a hug and I just want to squeeze him tight. He's close to my heart as all of my grandkids, but he's special. I just can't explain it. I don't want him to go thru more. It makes me angry, not at him or anyone else. Just so damn angry. I want to hit something. I LOVE YOU JACKSON!